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Monday, 13 April 2009

  • For Creative Writing

    Needed 40 lines of poetry for the poetry unit. This is what I've got. Try to guess what kind of style (pattern maybe?) these are in. They have a definite style they stick to.


    19

    Falling in deep and deeper every day,

    hoping, wishing, and knowing that the problems don’t

    make sense. Not this again. Writing endless sentences.

    Good friends, good food. A weekend of fun.

    I’m one half of a dorksicle, in a same box.

    Snow and cold, snow angels flying.

    Slowing. Stagnating. The endless hours of math.

    Orchestra music flowing. Late night chats in the old school hall.

    I miss you. I miss you too. Love always, don’t forget.

    Sneaking around in the dark, searching for ghosts we never find.

    Walks to the park in the street lamp glow.

    Movies and TV blaring. Let’s all go to WalMart!

    Pounding down the hallways. It wasn’t me.

    Tossing, turning, turning tossing; No sleep as worry consumes

    yes I’m fine, how are you?

    Singing when no one is listening. Dancing in the dark.

    Cutting wood in softening snow.

    Soaking wet and cold. Grinning at the absurd,

     as fortune cookies tell secrets only we can understand.


    Dream

    About a night ago I dreamed

    budding, blossoming, embellishments.

    Curled into a cocoon of warmth; peaceful sleep.

    Dreams dictate the

    echoes of past, present, and

    future. Flying freely and soaring, but hitting

    ground. A terrified race through,

    horrid nightmares. Hasty retreat from

    images of pain.

    Jump through this jungle. Swinging on

    kite strings that fly in the dreamscape. Gentle

    lines woven into mental fabric,

    making impossible possible and

    Negating reality. Dreams fly

    out in the open. Endless

    possibilities playing in the

    quiet not-so-quiet of mind. The

    Roar of logic and reality

    softened.

    The waves of sleep are not

    unending. They 

    Vacate and leave a vacuum of mind

    While the last chorus of

    Xylophones sing to

    your last reverie. Awake to

    zero recollection.

Saturday, 28 February 2009

  • History and Speech

    Why can't I just let the past die? It's in the past...I should let it go....

    But I can't. For some reason or another, I just can't. Even when I think I have, it comes back. It can't be changed. There is no point in trying to change it. And it makes it hard to move forward.

    Why, why, why, can't the past stay where it should, in  history? Please...please let it die so life can move on.

    Also, why can't I just learn to shut up? You want to know the reason why I don't always speak up? It's because usually I say stupid things that are probably self-centered, embarrassing, or other things that are worthless. I end up being annoying and I can't shut my stupid mouth.

    I should just be a mime. 

    I like talking, or at least listening. I don't bring anything to a conversation, though, and I say the dumbest things. I'm not fit to have a voice. So I choose not to. It's easier that way. And I don't annoy those around me...sometimes the people I care about.

    It's easier...I'll keep telling myself that.

Monday, 02 February 2009

  • Stupid stupid stupid

    Yes I'm stupid. Stupid, stressed out, and lazy. Whatever. I'm either in denial by this point or drained completely.

    ANYWAY, anyone have any ideas for names? I'm writing a short story, and I need a name for the lead female character and a name for her husband.

    Um...what else...well, the husband is unfaithful and the story is set in a post war time where love isn't an option and your mates are chosen for you. Doubt that will help, but whatever. I just need ideas :-\. If anyone out there has a suggestion then TELL ME.

    Story is due by the end of the week. Everything else due on Monday. God knows what I'll do.

Wednesday, 21 January 2009

  • :(

    It's happening again.

    I'm so stupid...what the hell was I thinking???

    It was around the same time last year that I had a complete meltdown. And I feel it again.

    It's all my fault. I brought this upon myself. "Those who do not learn from history are doomed to repeat it" right?

    I just...want to do well...but that's too much to ask. I did this to myself, and I'll have to deal with it. But I can't seem to.

    :(

    WHAT THE FUCK WAS I THINKING???! :'(

Tuesday, 30 December 2008

  • Pondering

    You know...I can't be the ONLY one who is like me. I mean, yeah everyone is unique and whatnot, but I can't be the only one who thinks the way I do. Or the only one who feels and sees the way I do. Yes, we're all unique, but surely, there are people who are like me. I can't be that different than other people, can I?

    Right?

    Obviously not, if I'm asking these questions...I have a strange way of seeing the world...I don't know anyone who sees it the way I do...and maybe that's not a good thing.

    *sigh*

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